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Hey guys. Things have gotten much better since the week of New Year's. I'm feeling like my old self and have been drawing and forcing myself to stay motivated, which was becoming quite difficult...

But yeah, Monday, December 29, my dog, Max, was brought into surgery to repair a broken hip, but the vet found more to it. He also had bone cancer that spreading rapidly through his leg and pelvic region, so no matter what we did, we would still have the complications of his cancer. The vet tried to remove as much of it as he could by amputating the cancer ridden leg, but even then, he couldn't get it all, but we had a chance at another six months to a year with him.

Sadly, when my siblings and I went to pick him up and bring him home after a long weekend at the vet's, we were brought to a small room, where we waited for a good ten to fifteen minutes, when a gentleman came in a informed us, only thirty minutes before we arrived, Max had passed away in his kennel. We were all kinda shocked at first and almost didn't believe what we were just told, but something had happened a few hours after his surgery, possibly a blood clot, and he didn't make it.

Even though I've never been a huge dog person, it hurt. And it hurt badly. He didn't get to see us all weekend or before he died and I think that's what hurt me most. He probably thought we abandoned him. He'd only ever been away from us for one night before and that was it. I just felt so bad. I still feel bad, but I'm trying not to let it bring me down. I'm thinking positively about it. At least he doesn't have to suffer from cancer anymore.

We decided to have him cremated and we saved his ashes. They're in a beautifully made wooden box with his name on it. That makes me feel better too. I couldn't stand the thought of him just being thrown into some wasteland like trash. So, I'm glad we got to keep him close in some way, you know?

Anyways... Sorry. I just wanted to get that out. Thank you to those who take time to read and to listen. I appreciate all of you so much.

I also wanted to do a special thanks to my Moirail :iconkurothedarknessfox: and her Matesprit :iconstrawberryzombie1: for being kind enough to be there for me and to listen. They helped me out a lot when I was really feeling down and I don't know what I would do without them. Thanks guys. I love you both! :heart:
  • Mood: Tender
  • Listening to: Dirk Strider: How to be a Heartbreaker
  • Reading: Fanfictions
  • Watching: Soul Eater
  • Playing: Sims 3
  • Eating: Ramen
  • Drinking: Tea

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Pierre Lloids
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Mhm by qastly Stamp: I like Homestuck. Get over it. by Catthylove Stamp: Fucking READ it before judging. by Catthylove Homestuck Stamp by Sinderish this makes sense by qastly Seriously. by Dimensional13 Why I love Homestuck by nightraven010 Stamp contest: Homestuck stamp by ZombiedevilXD Because it needed to be a stamp by aisshi Role Play stamp by Zeronix I Heart Fantrolls stamp by ifAnyoneCould Trollian II by SkaianAngel Yet Another Homestuck Stamp by AlClair -AlphaAndBetaTrollsStamp!- by RobicTheEscapist ME GUSTA! >:3

"MY HATE IS THE LIFEBLOOD THAT PULSES THROUGH THE VEINS OF YOUR UNIVERSE. IT IS MY GIFT TO YOU. YOU'RE WELCOME FOR THAT. YOU UNGRATEFUL PIECE OF SHIT."
I love Karkat so much! :iconglompsomethingplz::iconkarkatplz:



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:iconkarxterezi1plz::iconkarxterezi2plz: .:Homestuck:. KarEzi Stamp [Request] by PrettyGlare Karezi icon by X3Vanessa4884 Karezi Stamp 2~ by ThePrincessOfChaos
TrollShipping: Karkat+Terezi by RyujiDicey KarTer Stamp by kurmari Need Post BLUH by AlClair I SHIP IT.

Sufferer x Disciple by n-c-b-stamps THE FIRST SHIP.

STRIDER BROS!





HS: Dave Strider stamp by Janbearpig dirk motherfucking strider by eyelo0rz Dave Strider stamp by LoveKoganJarlos Dirk Strider Stamp by allivegotarerainbows turntechGodhead Fan Stamp by RyujiDicey Bro Strider Stamp - Homestuck by problematicEuphoria Davesprite Stamp by pandalecko I mustache you a question by SkaianAngel Davesprite Stamp by vomitcunt Kitty Dirk by SkaianAngel

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GUESS WHAT!? NEWS FLASH! I DRAW WHAT MAKES ME HAPPY. NOT YOU. DON'T LIKE IT? DON'T WATCH ME. DON'T COMMENT ON MY STUFF. DON'T FAVE MY WORK. DONT EVEN LOOK AT MY PROFILE. I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT. GET OVER IT. I DO WHAT I WANT!!!
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I'M AN EVIL GENIUS!! :evillaugh:

GREY IS DA BOMB!! :3

I FEEL SO OUTTA THE HERD RIGHT NOW! :noes:

Why I boycotted fandoms. by lostforeveragain

MY ART STATUS:

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FEEL FREE TO COMMENT ON MY PROFILE OR SEND ME A NOTE IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN DOING TRADES, POINT COMMISSIONS, OR COLLABS WITH ME.


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Bro and Dave Stamp by CrystheWaterNinja Heart GIF by SkaianAngel Alpha Kids Stamp by CrystheWaterNinja

STUFF TO DO:

NOTHING AT THE MOMENT

Zodiac stamp by ParamourxLights HS Troll Stamp by Tammiikat HS: John Egbert Stamp by Janbearpig Homestuck Stamp: Smilies by Kitsumon pArTy TiMe HoNk HoNk by SkaianAngel

Fave music: Simple Plan, Owl City, Fall Out Boy, Lorde, Neon Trees, Nickleback, Foster The People, Zydrate Anatomy, Crystal Castles, Gotye, Muse, Good Charlotte, The Killers, Taylor Swift, The Band Perry, Hunter Hayes, Lady Antebellum, Carrie Underwood, Avril Lavigne, Within Temptation, Evanesence, Linkin Park, Kelly Clarkson, 3 Doors Down, Three Days Grace, Orianthi, Papa Roach, Metallica, Roxette, Blondie, Pat Benatar, The Police, Cascada, Elvis Presley, Blue October, and Shinedown. :meow:

Likes: HOMESTUCK! Drawing, video games, music, anime and manga. My friends on dA!! I love you guys!! :heart:
KARKAT! KARKAT! KARKAT! free icon: grumpy karkat by everyredqueen
DIRK! DIRK! DIRK! :icondirkstriderplz:

Dislikes: People (In general), Kristen Stewart, Miley Cyrus, Justin Bieber, School, Siblings, People who don't shut up when you ask them to, Headaches, People who feel it necessary to bring you down any chance they get, And people who judge you for who you are... EVERYTHING!! :x

:iconfifi-6745: <-- ME GENIUS SISTA, YO!

:iconumikoaburame22: <-- ME GENIUS CHARLEH, SEBBY!

:iconkurothedarknessfox: <-- MY MOIRAIL, GAMBRO!


I LOVE THEM ALL!!
Stamp: Karkat by Michiru-Mew Stamp: Aradia by Michiru-Mew Stamp: Tavros by Michiru-Mew Stamp: Sollux by Michiru-Mew
Stamp: Nepeta by Michiru-Mew Stamp: Kanaya by Michiru-Mew Stamp: Terezi by Michiru-Mew Stamp: Vriska by Michiru-Mew
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Kankri Vantas by SkaianAngel Damara Megido by SkaianAngel Rufioh Nitram by SkaianAngel Mituna Captor by SkaianAngel
Meulin Leijon by SkaianAngel Porrim Maryam by SkaianAngel Latula Pyrope by SkaianAngel Aranea Serket by SkaianAngel
Horuss Zahhak by SkaianAngel Kurloz Makara by SkaianAngel Cronus Ampora by SkaianAngel Meenah Peixes by SkaianAngel

Iron Infidel by SkaianAngel Rust Servant by SkaianAngel Bronze Rebel by SkaianAngel Gold Pilot by SkaianAngel
Olive Scribe by SkaianAngel Jade Mother by SkaianAngel Teal Hunter by SkaianAngel Cobalt Corsair by SkaianAngel
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Flower Crown Dave by SkaianAngel Flower Crown Jade by SkaianAngel Flower Crown Rose by SkaianAngel Flower Crown John by SkaianAngel
Flower Crown Dirk by SkaianAngel Flower Crown Jake by SkaianAngel Flower Crown Roxy by SkaianAngel Flower Crown Jane by SkaianAngel

Current Residence: Mars
Favourite genre of music: Just about anything.
Favourite photographer: Pig
Favourite style of art: Any
Operating System: ?:<B
MP3 player of choice: Walkman
Shell of choice: Ones from the sea.
Wallpaper of choice: A pretty one.
Favourite cartoon character: Does Karkat count? >:]
Personal Quote: "I'm a genius" and "World Domination!"
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Thank you for the llama ^·^
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Thanks for the fav!
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Aaaah~ 
Thank you so very much for the fave!!! :love:
It means a lot to me!!! :heart:
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